Sunday, July 30, 2006 »
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ok ... i feel better... eventhough i will never say this word in real life... my online persona will be able to do this...
I FREAKING HATE EVILO NAK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FREAKING HATE HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have no idea why she refuses to even acknowledge my existence!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have not done anything wrong at all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
... and i do not cut and paste.... every one is typed out ... in case you're wondering
my surges for suicide is starting to scare me.... theres always the initial hesitation.... but its starting to wear off.... will it take complete control of me one day? I really do not know...
am i having a split persona ?
what's happening to me?
fear is starting to lose its character so to speak.... and it scares me....
Did i mention that I HATE EVILO NAK ????????
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
had dnabein on friday... first thing i sat down.... i was already challenge by some fucked up person.... hello? show some bloody freaking respect will you? in case u dun understand that.... so screw urself... or get ur freaking boyfriend to do it....
i have absolutely no respect for that few pple... and the culture... there is no culture to begin with... why don't u just take notes and make better music? damn freaking atttitude....
on a lighter note... had a performance at botanic gardens... would say its an extremely fun performance... took picture with adrian pang and cai lilian... haha.... wanted to take pic with jacintha abishege........ but she busy doing her hair... sian la... nvm then.....
went with jovan and kelvin to meet jovan's friends.... dun wanna talk abt it.... had nothing to do the whole damn fucking sunday evening... jovan ... in case u're reading.... thanks alot for being such a nice friend... but i dun think i can live with so much happenings within such a short phase of time and pple actually dun care abt it... its really difficult...
Kelvin is such a plastic person la....haiz... so sad lor... kelvin ah.... aiyoh... zuo ren... yao zuo hao ren...ye yao zuo hao ren zuo dao di.... you already know me ... ur lowest standard should be me... haha... sadly....
alright.... I HATE EVILO NAK !!!!!!!!!
7/30/2006 09:33:00 PM