Friday, May 14, 2004 »
AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......... LIFE SUCKS !!!! WHY AM I CHOSEN TO BE IN THIS WORLD !!!!!????????? WHY !!!!!!!!!?????????????????????????...... I hate living .......... i hate the people around me..... I HATE DARIUS, ALBERT, RENEE, DARENCE LENG........ SO MANY......... AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGHhhhhhhhhhh...... TRICIA.... YOU'RE THE BIGGEST BITCH !!!!!!!!!!!! COLIN..... YOU'RE SUCH A BASTARD !!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU ALL............................ i don't care whether u all like me or not.... I DON'T CARE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
..... It disgusts me to see the two of them together.... YUCKS !!!! HOW CAN IT BE???? I'm definitely not jealous.... come on.....
...... gonna prioritise my time now.... choosing the right things for me... Philharmonic Winds.... I'm sorry.... I'm gonna quit it ASAP.... u can go bitch around in the band scene about me... I don't care ........ I'M NOT GONNA CARE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............
..... should have allowed myself to be killed last year.... by that car.... why didnt I stop??????????????????????? AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHhhhhhhhhhh.........
I'm sorry to those who really care about me..... I don't think life's worth going on now.... Don't worry.... i won't jump down from my flat and kill myself.... its too low.... only 8 levels..... aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............
LIFE SUCKS TO THE CORE !!!!!!!!!!!! NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
5/14/2004 11:36:00 PM