Wednesday, June 30, 2004 »
" give you a word of advise ... as seniors ... ... you should move on ... let them go ... let them do their own things ... don't go back too much ... don't waste your time ..." --- quote from my TKalumni Friend...
Haiz.... why didn't I believe her and not go to the stadium today? Was so disappointed today... music sucked... marching sucked... gimmicks sucked... dressing sucked... what else? Attitude Sucked as well ...
well... fuck heck them... mistakes will be corrected within these 2 days... we will do it... if members are more open to things... narrow minded ... Sianz.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............. threw my whole face today.... went out to the front to guide the pple.... then in the end kena from the CCA pple..... sianz............ freak la.... timpanist should go... seriously.... no use.... make noise... well.... blame me for being a bad senior or wad.... but if its for the band's goodwill.... anything tt would have positive results will be good.........
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ..... wad other words are there to use? Fuck.... nevermind...
Had NDP media briefing(press conference) this morning.... woke up at 6.... hahahah... surprisingly... sucks as well.... piccolo player so flat... oboist no rhythm sense... trumpets couldnt reach high notes... only 2 horns to cover 4 parts? sianz.... sucky... at least i think my tone got back to me.... going to train my high and lower register... suddenly can't even play my Concertino for Clarinet by Weber.... thats BAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sianz...... shouldnt have went for the stadium thingy.... sianz.... brought back with me angst... disappointment.... haiz........
hopefully i can finish my portfolio tonight.....
6/30/2004 09:38:00 PM