Saturday, June 12, 2004 »
"Bah-hum-bug' .... not gonna care about them already la Ben.... wasting my time.... dun have to convince me .... can tell they don't like me.... a game of pretence had been going on... and me of all people ... have been fooled by them... Oh Gosh...
No point.... Pointless... forgetit... sianz.... damn sian about this.... everytime I kena... sianz....
oh well... Fuck life.... it ain't fair... never was... never will...
Today was quite a good day.... slept at 5 am... woke up at 11... went to have lunch at a coffee shop with parents... the chai-peng... 4 dishes... only $2.50... damn cheap... but got some after effects... the food damn oily... felt like vomitting the whole time on my way to Syo...
reached CCAB... heard a very loud and high clarinet... was weiling practising on the Eb clarinet... hmm... Gerald says he has exams so can't play... next Thursday having recording for National Day parade...so fun manz...we're gonna be playing all the songs that the National Day event uses... haha...fun fun...
then weiling passed me new scores which they got it on thursday... damn... not easy...but nice... but feel that... all NDP pieces damn typical ... haha... very predictable... modulations all the time... funny manz...
listen out for the Fireworks display piece... damn nice and familiar... very taxing for us to play also... so fast.. and must do rapid tonguing and runs... haha...
hmm... after prasctise... went to bedok to eat... ate Mee suay ... with a cup of sugar cane juice.... then... haha... went to ta pao nasi lemak home... reached home... washed my hands and ate the nasi lemak... now its like 9+... and i'm hungry already... die man... i dun want a high metabolism rate... i want it as slow as possible... sian man...
thought of practising just now... but haven't been watching the saturdays TV programmes... so just watch la... tmr morning then i practise... maybe tmr... will slack alone tmr around esplanade or wad la... wad can i do? this week broke le... paid for reassessment stuff... freak... supposed to get $160 from the school for performing at esplanade... but till now havent receive.. freak man... eveyrone's waiting for the money u botadam... freak... and the $90 from Vanessa for helping her to teach Maris stella primary school... not sure when i will get the money... hope soon... going broke... or rather... Broke already...
Freak.... Bitchoes... bastoards.... fruckers... wont bother teaching u all le... will go focus on pple who are more interested... good bye....
cheers......
6/12/2004 09:12:00 PM