Monday, July 05, 2004 »
TiTans Forever... haiz... its like everything hasn't ended ... 2 days after the finals... nothing seems to have passed yet...
Fell ill after that night at Fisherman's Village ... mild food poisoning and slight fever... didnt dare take my body temperature after coming back from service... was too afraid, so i just slept, temperature went higher... i could feel it.. thank god i was such a good actor... parents didnt notice anything... just slept.. went to bathe with cold water... temp went down which wazs obvious... dizziness was gone... bones stopped aching.. had been aching the whole day ... 37 degrees... ok... not so bad... wont die... hahah
so slept till this morning....
going to practise later... i have to... tomorrow would be the rehearsal at Esplanade... cannot make any mistakes.. i wont allow myself... i don't want to be sacked like my friend because of a mistake in the concert... i wont allow that to happen...
why do i have to fall sick now?? just when my tone was starting to be on form and tonguing was coming along... Sianzz.... now i have to go back to square one... this saturday will be the day man.... when I prove myself ... hope the strings won't go out of tune... surprisingly... they've improve in ensemble playing... when i first went into Main orchestra in march? april? ... it was bad... haha... now we have nothing to laugh about... ahaha....
hmm... theres band this friday.... i should go... if not i'll miss them... already miss them ... sad... as the saying goes... all thing must come to an end.... as described... a fairytale has come to an end...
Titans Forever......
7/05/2004 01:37:00 PM